Since the first time I met her. And it's been 7 years, we've been in such a weird on and off relationships... 3 times of relationships by far, to be exact... First time we had it, it was a beautiful 1 full year of relationships, and it was in the whole 2017. The happiest year of my life. Then she's gone, without a word. Just gone, all of a sudden. Leaving me broken. Second time I catched up to her again, it was on 2019, and we had our second relationships. It lasted for only half a year. Again, she's gone without a word, leaving me broken-again. Maybe it's fate, but fate is indeed cruel. I met her again early this year, and we were into it once more. It lasted only 6 months. Now she ended it, again. But now, she requested me to be her friend instead of leaving me like she usually did... She said she still enjoys my accompaniment, what a hypocrite... I think I've had enough with all her excuses everytime we started all over-it's all just the same sh*t over and over again. I know she's difficult, but maybe I've been the foolest of the fools, to have fallen for her more than once. I don't think I have time for this sh*t anymore, I am 48 now. I think I know that maybe I'll have to move on after getting 3 stabs from her, but why...it feels so hard...? *Well... Just written what I can't really say to anyone in real life-on a quiet forum, haha... Just curious tho... What do you think I should do with her and/or her request...?
yang semangat bang........ anda tipe yang meng agung kan perempuan yang mana pun anda pilih adalah benar....gak perlu terlalu hati hati
