Entah kenapa aku rasa, aku yang selalu make the first move. Recently, I've watched a youtube video from a malaysian guy which I think really relates to me saying that " A guy would definitely know if a woman like him, they have this intuition." I was like, " No uhh he didn't know" I am in denial state hoping that this is not true. He added again, " if woman has make their first move, then that guy has no response, hey ladies it is time to back off, he has no interest at all " Benar kah ini? Should I restrain myself from him? I've been trying to make him see me, it is not that I am trying, I am trying hard indeed. It is just that video made my day off as hell. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. My thoughts were like thinking so many things, I've once thought that what if he knows but didn't want to make things to be so awkward so he just let it hidden until pecah. Confession. NO WAY, this is hard. Lelaki will not know that it is difficult for us to confess, takut kena rejected. I know guy would say, " nevermind, banyak lelaki kena friendzoned juga " OUCHHHHH.
