First of all. Gue sebelumnya belom pernah ldr. Sama sekali. Gue gak pernah namanya punya pacar virtual yang pacarannya lewat telepon, video call, ya pokonya yang berbau sosmed. Sometimes gue cape banget. Sometimes gue kasian sama cowok gue. Sometimes gue ingin menyerah aja and tell him the truth "gue males ldran terus capek bosen, it's killing me" Gue kenal sama cowo gue ini setahun, dan itupun ldran. Dan baru jadian setelah setahun itu, baru jadian. Mungkin gue terlalu nekat, mikir kalo gue pasti bisa melalui ini semua. And then ternyata I just can't. Gue merasa gue gak bisa aja ldran. Walaupun orang bilang, bisa lah ketemu tinggal ketemu, it's not as easy as you say. The reality is bitter than the expectation. Selama setahun lebih ini gue menjalani kisah LDR yang membuat gue capek banget. Mau sampe kapan LDR? Gosh, this is making me like crazy I am so confused. And I don't know how to make this right and back to normal. Gue gak dapet feel kalo seperti gue dulu taking relationship normally, ketemu, jalan bareng, we talk so much about anything face to face. Like everything absolutely normal. I'm just too tired for making a phone night call every single night/day. Talking about anything through the phone call every night, I just can't do this anymore. Dan gue gak bisa putusin dia gitu aja kan? Idk how to say.
km kenal dia di dunia nyata or maya ? klo nyata jalainin aja , km kan sayang sm dia . klo maya saran aku sih jangan krn banyak cwo cowo yg manfaatin cw cuma untuk pelampiasan sex mereka (rata2 begitu) ,
